asteria x an4rch - why can't i be happy

Oh, it's all disgusting, I'm a body
Nothing ever makes a change
Why the fuck do I deserve this life
I hate it every day
Every time I'm trying to get some help
I'm just a helpless turn
And nobody ever understands
I'm always fearless
Why can't I be happy
Why can't I be happy
Why can't I be happy
Lucky, I'll be happy
Lucky, I'll be happy
Lucky, I'll be happy
Lucky, I'll be happy
Lucky, I'll be happy
I'm a sadist cussed by my body
Nothing ever makes a change
Why the fuck do I deserve this life
I hate it every day
Every time I try to get some help
I just end up the same
And nobody ever understands
I'll always feel this lucky
I'll be happy
Be happy walking
I'm always so discressive
I'm all body nothing
Nothing needs to change
Wanna fuck to wipe that surface
I'm in it everyday
Every time I'm trying to get some help
I'm just at the rest of it
And nobody ever understands
Time's on, no, let's feel it's fine